Category: Journal
My heart and soul, on the line, raw and real. No flashy shiny polished anything. My life as it’s happening in real time.
PLANTING THE NEW WILD ME AND SOOTHING MY HUMAN AND INNER CHILD
I’m on edge. Like I’ve lost my centre and can’t remember how to find it. It’s been a huge few weeks where I’ve finally started the VLOG my intuition’s been telling me to start for a year and a half. But I have no idea what’ll come of it. I’m sitting in this huge vulnerability… Read more
MEET MY TWO OLD MATES – COMPARISON & DOUBT 😅🤣😜
I do social media like reps. I do it in bursts, like an athlete in training ‘cos that’s what it feels like. Energy bursts of sharing followed by equal bursts of bunkering. That’s been the pattern for so long that I never really questioned the deeper why until now. And now, after three weeks of… Read more
FOLLOWING THE CALL TO MY GREATEST LIFE
I’m sitting in a pool of clueless calm. Never before have I felt so blind to what’s next in my life, whilst being so certain that I’m exactly where I need to be. In my mind, the Gods are playing THE most epic chess game with my life. Slapping pieces around like champions, hot under… Read more
MY VOW ON LETTING GO – NOT ONE MORE TIME
Not one more time. Not one more time will I sacrifice my truth for the people I love. Not one more time. I am no longer willing to sacrifice my peace, my energy, my time, my light, my frequency, my mental health to be a ‘good’ friend, sister or person. I am done. I’m done… Read more
17 MONTHS & 8000KM FOLLOWING MY ASTRO MAPS!
When you have a spontaneous unplanned Saturn activation in Kaikoura New Zealand and get sent home to face the unfinished music of your life 🤪, it’s a sweet relief when the universe throws you a friggen’ bone and times that return with a Jupiter transit of Heavenly proportions! 🙌🏆😁🌟 Jupiter is the planet of luck,… Read more
MY SATURNIAN C*CK BLOCK IN NEW ZEALAND & ASTRO MAP BIATCH SLAPS
I’m staring at a piece of paper begging the words to rearrange. Nine options of what to do next, all which feel dismally wrong. This current housesit, just west of my Mercury mind line got me a little cocky, a little giddy. I felt like my mind became a super power, harnessing Mercurian forces of… Read more
SPONTANEOUS HEART HEALING EXPLOSION
I’m lying on the sofa, under the snuggle blankie, eyes closed. I wish I could say they’re closed cos I’m taking a micro nap or mini chill sesh. No such luck. They’re closed because they’ve been Tarzan grip shut by my soul who’s forcing my hand into a spontaneous heart healing which is apparently happening… Read more
LITTLE MISS LOCHNESS
Please Spirit – can I press rewind and go back to my life when things were comfy and safe?!!! 😅😅😅 Coming to the Central Coast and this powerhouse of energy lines has awoken my personal Little Miss Lochness from her deep hibernation chamber and let me tell you, she is one demanding wench. Hangin’ with… Read more
MY FEAR OF DE-NUMBING
I’m scared. But this is a new fear. This is the fear that comes from zero hiding or numbing myself for over a week. From nothing but listening. From brutal truth having gushed out of me all week like a messy torrent of blood and placenta and baby and joy and love and terror and… Read more
A DAY IN THE LIFE OF A PSYCHIC! A REAL DAY IN MY SHOES
Being psychic is one of those things that sounds sexier than it is. Like a dentist. And just like a dentist – you soon find out that most people are terrified of you and you gotta face some seriously hectic caca. 😂😉😅👍 Good times. After working on and off as an intuitive coach and guide… Read more